Alison and I were thrown into each others lives many years
ago, however, not, at that time on a spiritual pathway but as British Airways
Customer Service Agents. Only now do I
realise why our paths truly crossed. We
became really good friends immediately and spent many evenings with many laughs
as we ploughed through hundreds of questions for our final exam!
As time went on we both changed pathways and I became
unwell. This changed my life significantly. It has been a long journey; 12 years to date
and one that I am still fighting. There
were many times at the beginning that I just wondered why. Why me? What had I done that was so wrong to
deserve this. I fell into the wrong
health system and things just worsened over time instead of improving. My condition became chronic and I spent more
time in hospital than at home. Something
woke me up and made me question everything.
I realised I either had to fight for myself or I would die. I started with small steps but without
realising I was doing, it just happened.
Or did it? Now I know I was being
guided and pushed by my angels and spirit. Over time I had emotionally changed
radically and I felt stronger within. I
wanted to re-start my relationship with the Angels. I don’t think the time was right when I
started out (looking back) but I was ready now but didn’t know where to start. I
felt found and lost at the same time.
All of a sudden a message from Alison came into my inbox
telling me about her new venture as a healer and wondered if I would be a case
study for her. Obviously I jumped at the
chance. I needed confirmation that I was
on the right pathway and I desperately needed to learn how to work with the
angels and learn how to trust. My motto
has always been ‘everything happens for a reason’ but I am not sure I believed
if from my heart; I certainly do now. My
first meeting with Alison was so exciting; we had so much to catch up on and so
much to work on! She got to work right away with the healing, which felt
amazing and full-filling. We have met
several times since and each session has progressed me emotionally, reassured
my doubts (as we all do at times); taught me how to work with the angels and
inspired hope and trust completely in her and my angels. She has given me amazing tools I was missing,
which has provided me with a complete sense of believing. We have done many card readings and each time
has literally amazed me. Everything
makes so much sense now and when things aren’t going working out quite how I
had hoped, I am able to sit and talk to my angels and spirit, I am able to
trust the reason no matter how hard that gets sometimes and take reassurance
that there is either something to learn from that situation or that I am being
protected from a fall. I no longer feel
the need to question and if I do I already know the answer. My inner self has blossomed, I have found a confidence
I was scared to feel and I have found an energy I was scared to trust but most
importantly I am finding ME. I am definitely
on the right path now and although I still have a long way to go, I am excited
to journey it rather than be fearful of it.
I see so many reasons for so many things I despaired of in the
past. Now it all makes sense. It has certainly been an amazing, uplifting,
energizing and positive experience and I can’t thank Alison enough for being my
friend and my light and for teaching me how to trust and believe. I am no longer lost. Thankyou x
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